I am simply overwhelmed. I feel a bit depressed. I am not very happy. I know I am responsible for my life and I need to take control but I've been feeling less than worthy. I am in funk, boo to that. I'm lonely since I've moved, Jason isn't around, the kids are kids...

I'm feeling like a failure even before I've failed. How is THAT possible?

I don't feel good about a lot of things lately, I want to run away. I don't want to repair my problems or face them.

I need something and I've got to figure out what it is.