22 days!

Everything is ready to go, I need to buy Bunny and Alexis dresses and Jason needs some stuff. I'm really glad we decided to go low key, I simply couldn't handle another glitzy wedding. I'm doing it for me this time, what makes me happy. I don't need to put on a show, I don't need validation. We're having a backyard wedding; it's on the river. I'm having less than 25 guests and half of those guests are children of our friends.

The day before the wedding is the River Regatta, I had been wanting to go so we got a group of friends and we're headed out. I'm guessing we'll be both sunburned and hangover the day of the wedding. I just want to have a fun, and memorable, experience. I had many negative experiences during my first wedding, I have learned a lot since then.

Things have been really crappy in my personal life the last few days, I'm trying hard to maintain a positive attitude. I can easily forgive; it's the forgetting part that is hard. I will overcome this and I will have learned something. In addition, I had been feeling unwell. I'm so glad it's Friday, I'm looking forward to some fun family time this weekend. We're taking the kids out on the lake--yay, jet skis!